Influence and Power: The Introvert’s Inspiration to Speak 001 (FREE BETA VERSION)

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Part 1. The Practice

Hello, introverted leaders and quiet thinkers,

Have you ever felt jealousy creeping in—that pang when you see someone taking up space, speaking with confidence, or stepping into an opportunity you secretly wish was yours?

Most of us were taught that jealousy is a negative emotion, something to suppress or feel ashamed of. But what if, instead, jealousy was a guide? A signal pointing directly at something you deeply desire? Today, we explore this idea through poetry, reflection, and a simple exercise to help you listen to what your emotions are telling you.

What exactly am I envious of? (Be specific.)

• What does this tell me about what I truly want?

• Is this something I still desire today?

Writing Prompt: Digging Into Jealousy

Take 10 sentences (or more) to describe a moment when you felt deeply jealous of someone else. Write freely—don’t edit yourself.

Once finished, ask yourself:

• Do I still want this?

  • If yes, say it out loud: "I want ______."

  • If not, acknowledge it and let it go: "I wanted ______, but not anymore.

Part 2. The Poem

Aliens and My Ex by Linnea George

scientists just launched
math into space
to communicate with aliens
tell them we are here
stephen hawking 
says this is a bad idea
what if they come and harm us?
what if they want to eat us?
I am sorting out so many things right now
where will i live?
can i fucking support myself financially?
am i gay?
my husband’s new girlfriend and her two daughters living together with my daughter making a nice new family while I am alone in a foreign country trying to figure out 
who I am
if 
aggressive aliens come
to eat me
ripping into my flesh as I scream 
pain searing through my body
I am not going to be thinking any more about how to pay the rent or who my husband is screwing

Part 3. The Offer

Your Voice Matters – Let’s Work Together

If you’re ready to turn self-doubt into confidence and own your voice without forcing extroverted tactics, let’s work together. Apply today and take the next step in your journey to speaking with power and authenticity.

That’s me leading a meditation for professional actors at the bremer shakespeare company in bremen, germany.